TO ALL THE MEN I’VE LOVED BEFORE
I hate love! More of on the process of hating it.
You don’t believe me? You have all the right to. Me too, I can’t believe myself. But I am doing it and I will prove you all wrong, including my love-sucking self.
I’ve had enough shit from my overrated concern toward matters of the heart, although it’s really fun breathing, eating, blabbering, and building my whole world around love. It’s painfully fun!
So I’m quitting it. Yeah, quitters are losers and they never win. But when you have lost big time, all the time without rest, there’s no way to go but QUIT. By the way, I’m also quitting smoking. Talk about cleansing myself of my addictions.
I still believe that love is the most beautiful thing in this world (next to me, joke!). Someday, I’ll have my share of it, the share I truly deserve.
TO ALL THE MEN I’VE LOVED BEFORE, THANK YOU FOR SHOWING ME WHAT LOVE IS NOT. IT GAVE ME THE COMPLETE PICTURE OF WHAT LOVE IS AND WHAT IT SHOULD BE.
That is the love I deserve.
